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Getaways

2012-01-25T03:37:00.007+08:00

3 getaways in a span of 1 month. Having the time of my life, no doubt about it. :)

1. BALIK KAMPUNG; 24th - 25th December 2011

2. KAY ELL; 13th - 15th January 2012

Friday the 13th, Sekeping Tenggiri, Petaling Street, Sungai Wang, Simple Plan, late night supper at Mamak shop, ice skating and passport trouble. Best KL trip everrr!

3. BALIK KAMPUNG AGAIN!; 21st - 23rd January 2012

4. Graduation Trip to Phuket!!!; 19th - 21st March 2012

I have no idea how the hell I'm going to find the money but I'm still gonna make it happen. If there's a will, there's a way.

See you soon, Malacca!

2011-12-23T09:04:00.006+08:00

This was a year ago. A day in Malacca. Tomorrow's the mini getaway. Everyone's really excited about it cause it has been wayyy too long since we overnight at kampung. Some are already at Malacca. Some are going off today. Mine will be tomorrow.

When I'm with my family, the destination of holiday doesn't seem to matter. We'll always have a kick ass awesome time no matter where we are.

WHERE MY PARTY PEOPLE AT?

2011-12-10T01:14:00.007+08:00

Spent 200 bucks just on ZoukOut. Top, denim ripped shorts, Havaianas flip-flop, chalet & the tix. Better be worth it. After weeks of not partying, I'm going all out tonight.

Make it happen.

2011-11-20T01:41:00.003+08:00

What's more awesome than having a crazy last minute plan when you have someone that's willing to go along with it? Nothing beats being crazy like going to the beach though you know you have less than 30 minutes to dip in the sea. If a #Leo wants something, they WILL get it.

The Wrong Goodbye

2011-11-16T21:48:00.006+08:00

Blair: Why did you just do that?
Chuck: Because of what you said earlier.

Blair: About being happy? Chuck, that's not the most important thing. People don't write sonnets about being compatible. Or novels about shared life goals and stimulating conversation. The great loves are the crazy ones. L'amour fou.

Chuck: Blair we're not living in Paris in the 20s. There's a difference between a great love and the right love. I left the Empire State Building last year after two minutes when you didn't show. Louis waited all night. This is your chance at happiness. You think you shouldn't want it 'cause you've never had it and it scares you. But you deserve your fairytale.

Blair: We make our own fairytales.
Chuck: Only when we have to.

Blair: I didn't want to let you go just yet.
Chuck: Don't let anyone tell you you're not powerful. You're the most powerful woman I know.
Blair: It's taking all the power I have to walk away from you.
Chuck: I know. But I need to let you go. You need to let go.
Blair: I'll always love you.
Chuck: I will always love you.

Sigh. Why must it ends this way?

I hate goodbyes especially the wrong ones.

I never meant to end it that way.

CHANGE IS CONSTANT

2011-11-09T00:25:00.006+08:00

I have this sudden urge to blog so here I am. I was wondering about life, thinking about the misery of mine and the others. I used to be like them. Having this sad feeling for no apparent reason. I used to always feel that way until I realized that there are reasons underneath all those sadness. To sum up all the reasons, I wasn't happy with my life and I didn't love myself enough.

Well, I actually used to always feel that way until M came into my life and made me realized all those reasons. He made me love and live again. Though it was kind of hard when he left, I still manage to survive up till now. Having fun and living my life the way I want it. This life used to be a way of proving to him that I can match up with his lifestyle but I got over it. Now, it's just me against the world. Trying to fight for my freedom.

I may not know him that long but he changed my life a lot. The change can be for the better but it can also be for the worst but still, change is change. Change is constant and life is a learning experience. You learn from your mistakes and the changes that you went through.

I couldn't make it this far if it weren't for my bitches. They are always there for me.

xx,

Dear Muzhaffar,

2011-10-26T11:17:00.003+08:00

I did stupid thing that night that I could never forgive myself and it was never my intention to make you feel jealous. It bothers me that it bothers you. There are so many things I wish I could say to you but I can't. I guess some things are better left unsaid.

I got to know a few guys before you but you're the guy that managed to capture my heart and that's why you're very special. I don't let my guards down easily, Muz. You know that damn well. That day when I waited outside your house for 2 hours made me realised how much I don't matter to you anymore and that was the last straw for me.

Maybe someday you'll love a girl so much just like how much I love you right now and then you'll understand how I feel. I'm not that kind of evil ex that will wish karma will hit you back. You know I'd never do anything to hurt you. I love you so much that it hurts. But eventually I'll have to let go of the things that hurt me cause I want to be happy and enjoying my life without even looking back into the past and thinking about what could have been. So here I am, letting go of our past.

You once said to me that you lost a lot of people you love or people that matters to you this year. I hope that in the future you'll fight for the things and people you love and don't just run away from your problems. Be a man, do the right things.

I wish you all the best in life, Muzhaffar.

xx,

2011-10-24T11:08:00.001+08:00

"I understand feeling as small and insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn’t know you had inside you. And it doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends. You still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new, and you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back, and all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted; that will eventually fade."

2011-10-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

"Don’t worry. He’ll miss you. You’re the best he could get and he blew it. Don’t let him make you think for one second that it was your fault. It’s not. He screwed up, and you did absolutley nothing wrong. You gave him your heart and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn’t. And honestly he’s not mature enough. He’s not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being and been with you in every spare second he could, but he didn’t and now he’s gone. But don’t you cry, Sweetie.Don’t call him telling him you miss him. Don’t IM him, don’t message him, don’t comment him, don’t talk to him in the hallways, just pretend like you don’t care, because, well, you don’t. And don’t be surprised when he comes crawling back saying he made a mistake, and if you want to, go with him again, but make him work for you. Don’t be his doormat. Don’t let him the first time he rings the bell, make him come back every day until you trust him enough. If he doesn’t come back after a couple of tries, just let him go, but if he comes back every day, then he’s worth it, trust me. He’s worth it."

2011-09-10T03:44:00.004+08:00

"You don’t let people in. It’s hard for you, and once you do, you don’t want to let them go. And when they screw up, you’re like why did you do that to me? I gave you my feelings I did everything for you, and you screwed me over."

Salam Lebaran

2011-09-01T02:07:00.011+08:00

In the month of Syawal, I, Nur Syafiqah Binte Zainal, is seeking for forgiveness if I ever said or did anything that have offended or hurt anyone's feelings. Lets just forgive and forget yeah so that we can start anew. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Minal Aidin Wal Faidzin ♥

And so my first day of raya was a-okay. I had better 'first day of raya' days but to have a kecohrable family like mine you'll definitely not get bored. I'm amazed how every year turns out differently. My favourite part of the day was definitely the storytelling session. The storytelling was about the cousins' naughty moments when we were young. Everyone was sitting in the hall watching tv while waiting for the star karat to come. It was a rather peaceful moment. Trust me, it is very rare to have a peaceful moment during the first day of raya at my nenek's house. Childhood sweetheart came when I was about to leave but at least he bothered to chat with me at the end of the day. :)

The weekend will be better. Can't wait!

2011-08-14T11:39:00.001+08:00

Love is a cycle: When you love, you get hurt. When you get hurt, you hate. When you hate, you forget. When you forget, you start missing & once you start missing you fall in love again.

2011-08-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

"Cause he’s been a major part of your life, of course you’ll miss him; it’s perfectly normal. It’s like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it out you’re relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just cause it was hurting you doesn’t mean you don’t notice it. It leaves a gap, & sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It’s going to take awhile, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, cause it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it’s going to hurt."

You could be my destiny, You could mean that much to me.

2011-08-10T18:50:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BITCH!

2011-08-07T19:02:00.002+08:00

22nd July 2011/Studio M/Zirca/Rebel/The Bitches ♥

2011-08-05T00:56:00.001+08:00

I know that I'm in space and I know that it's not real. It's just the way that I feel.

PARTY MODE: ON

2011-07-17T16:48:00.003+08:00

DEAR ASSHOLE,

2011-07-10T23:29:00.003+08:00

I've never met anyone in life as mean and horrible as you. You're a fucking two face asshole. It's either your ego is too high to prove to your bunk mates you are a fucking player or maybe, just maybe, you really mean those words you said to me. Maybe not the latter. You're still a fucking player to me. You fuckface, dickhead, waste of semen, go and die.

HATE,

2011-06-07T02:14:00.001+08:00

“Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain.”

Summer Break

2011-06-07T02:05:00.001+08:00

2011-06-03T01:34:00.003+08:00

“Do you think I like having my walls up? A lifetime of being let down and having every single person walk out on me has taught me to not trust, to not have faith, to not make anyone my everything. Yes, it’s a choice, but it’s a choice I have learned to make in order to protect myself. But it hurts. It fucking hurts like hell.”

2011-06-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

The hair, the dress, the hat. WANT.

I'd be happy alone

2011-05-24T20:22:00.001+08:00

"There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t because I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever"

SEE YOU SOON KL!

2011-04-29T04:44:00.005+08:00

Sputnik Sweetheart

2011-04-25T03:19:00.001+08:00

“I began to draw an invisible boundary between myself and other people. No matter who I was dealing with. I maintained a set distance, carefully monitoring the person’s attitude so that they wouldn’t get any closer. I didn’t easily swallow what other people told me. My only passions were books and music.”

—	Haruki Murakami - Sputnik Sweetheart

The Greatest People

2011-04-17T05:11:00.006+08:00

Roll Away Your Stone

2011-04-02T01:39:00.005+08:00

"I have filled this void with things unreal,

And all the while my character it steals.

Darkness is a harsh term don't you think?

And yet it dominates the things I see."

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2011-03-31T23:08:00.006+08:00

Goodbye

2011-03-28T01:50:00.001+08:00

I've had to say good-bye more times than I may have like, but everyone can say that. And no matter how many times we have to do it - even if it's for the greater good, it still stings. And although we will never forget what we've given up, we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward. What we can't do is live our lives afraid of the next good-bye because chances are they are not going to stop. The trick is to recognize when a good-bye can be a good thing - when it's a chance to start again.

IRIDESCENT

2011-03-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

"Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope but failures all you've known. Remember all the sadness and frustration and let it go. Let it go."

2011-03-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

Note to self: Top up my BBDC account.

Everytime i go for a jog, I always have the thought of buying a bicycle. Whenever I feel lazy to jog but still wanna get out of the house and do a little exercise, cycling seems to be the best option for me.

Money makes the world goes round~

2011-03-20T00:22:00.005+08:00

Work work work work work. That's what my holiday is about this time round. Work work work work work but the money never seems to be enough (even with an extra job!) Looks like I'll have to postpone buying the F1/Linkin Park tix till my next payday cause if i were to buy it now I won't have enough money to either use it for any outings or bike praticals.

MAIN PRIORITY: BIKE PRACTICALS!

Cigarettes and Valentine

2011-02-23T03:40:00.002+08:00

NOT FAIRRRR.
Green Day didn't play this song during their gig here last year. Why are you doing this BJ? :<

2011-02-14T09:03:00.003+08:00

Woke up, thinking about how disappointing (kind of) the weekend was and how everyday feels the same. I just want to be able to sleep feeling that, at least for one day, things are good. But they're not.

MACBETH!

2011-02-12T22:48:00.009+08:00

How the hell in the world can I not know Tom Delonge & Mark Hoppus is the owner of Macbeth? Hmm maybe I wasn't into them as I am right now. It all started when that skate friend of mine started to post alot of Blink-182 Live vids at facebook recently. There's a huge difference when you watch the MV and the live videos. You feel this connection with the band members in the live videos and at that exact moment you just wish you are right there at that concert watching them perform. Sighhh remind me of that night with Green Day. Best night everrr~

Anywayyy, I want to buy Macbeth high cut, the Schubert model! The red one is an A+. Maybe i should put this in my birthday wish list. Oh yes, I have a birthday wish list already though August is 6 months away hehe (;

This is Mike Dirnt Studio Project. This model looks cool too.

Or I might as well buy another black high cut and a start a black high cut collection hehe

SO HERE'S YOUR HOLIDAY

2011-02-07T00:51:00.005+08:00

HOPE YOU ENJOY IT THIS TIME, YOU GAVE IT ALL AWAY

p/s: love the guitar beat at 4:43!

Twenty Eleven

2011-01-09T00:51:00.003+08:00

The most cliche thing to say about a new year post is how the previous year has been a "rollercoaster ride". Well my 2010 happened to be the opposite. One hell of a year, in the good way i mean. One word explain it all: SINGLEHOOD! One whole damn year of singlehood. Legal year, legal stuff ^^ Finally managed to lose weight somewhere in the middle of the year but i just happen to gain it all back last month. Sucks. I guess there's no point in making resolution cause it's the same thing every year. Go figure.

กวน มึน โฮ

2010-12-24T13:00:00.004+08:00

Have yet to watch this :<

Silent Roar

2010-12-09T00:00:00.003+08:00

When it's going good, it's going great

2010-12-08T19:50:00.001+08:00

ขอบคุณครับ

2010-12-01T22:04:00.006+08:00

Thank you so much Mr. Moustache. You really really really make my day. My heart is at ease now that I know I'll be seeing you perform again next year.

Once again, ขอบคุณครับ

It was only just a dream

2010-11-26T22:00:00.007+08:00

Fan mode on: AHHH I DREAMT OF KARIN!!! Artfloor came into my class and I don't know even know why they were even there. I went crazy when they showed the MV of my fav song by Artfloor on the projector. I went even crazy when Karin flirted with me. hehehehehehe HE LIKE(D) ME! ^^

Fan mode off: Open my eyes, yeah it was only just a dream :/

p.s: I miss your moustache

You've got a mouthful of diamonds and a pocketful of secrets

2010-11-23T22:36:00.014+08:00

☮

2010-11-21T01:06:00.012+08:00

Told ya im having a good good week.

Told ya my red hair didn't turn out as awesome as it should be :<

= = =

2010-11-17T01:54:00.007+08:00

In the process of becoming a red head. In french, I would be called La Roux. ^^ This week has been great. So far, so good.

[Editted]

AHHHHH MY RED HAIR DIDN'T TURN OUT THAT EVEN. HOW NOW? :/

The one that got away

2010-11-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

In another life, I'd still be your girl.
In another life, you would make me stay.
So you don't have to say I was the one that got away.

2010-11-07T01:17:00.001+08:00

In situations where you weren’t the one who walked away, you have to realize you also didn’t chase after what you still wanted, what you’re still waiting for — and in a way, that was you subconsciously choosing not to fight for it at all. So in cases like these, we can’t always blame the other person for hurting us by choosing not to stay, because sometimes it’s our own fault for just letting it happen without doing anything about it, you know?

We are all false

2010-10-31T23:35:00.001+08:00

Trying to get through 5 days a week every week every month till im done with school. Put on your fake smile, girl.

2010-10-29T22:34:00.004+08:00

Times like this, I miss my cousins and girlfriends the most. At least I don't feel left out and can be myself when hanging out with them.

I wanna be a redhead

2010-10-28T23:09:00.002+08:00

2010-10-26T21:56:00.003+08:00

I miss those days back in high school when we met up almost everyday during the holiday. We should do that again once Eida is done with her O's.

I don't deserve

2010-10-16T22:52:00.003+08:00

I'm swimming in the smoke of bridges I have burned.
So don't apologize. I'm losing what I don't deserve.
The blame is mine alone for bridges I have burned.
So don't apologize. I'm losing what I don't deserve.

Hardest part of ending is starting again

2010-10-11T23:32:00.004+08:00

Its never too late to..

2010-10-05T23:15:00.005+08:00

START AGAIN.

Look at nature.

Nothing stays the same.

Why should you?

Use change wisely.

Keep the thing that matter.

Lose the thing that don't.

Set some goals.

Start afresh.

s l e e p o v e r !

2010-10-03T22:55:00.007+08:00

Cooking, swimming, paddlepop wasted and all. Lets do this again!

I could use a wish right now

2010-10-01T01:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wish I could replace some friends with a new bunch of friends or wish that I was never a friend of them and still keep the ones that I call true friends.

CHANGE IS CONSTANT

2010-09-27T00:17:00.002+08:00

When we say things like "people don't change" it drives scientist crazy because change is literally the only constant in all of science. Energy. Matter. It's always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying. It's the way people try not to change that's unnatural. The way we cling to what things were instead of letting things be what they are. The way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones. The way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication that anything in this lifetime is permanent. Change is constant. How we experience change that's up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it, it can feel like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment we can have another chance at life. Like at any moment, we can be born all over again.

I love raya!

2010-09-24T15:06:00.024+08:00

Hari Raya is only fun when you sacrifice your beautiful face and transform it into an idiotic face, doing crazyyy stuff late at night and being surrounded by little kiddos. That applies to me on this year raya. I've been surrounded with many kids this raya. Though those little rascals irritate me most of the time, I still love being around them. Countless of times, I walked barefoot during jalan raya. Then I got to jalan raya with my chinese friends. They even wore baju kurung and baju melayu with the samping. We gave each of them a malay name. At night, we went sheesha with our baju kurung and baju melayu. Heh. So funnn.

I love raya!

2010-09-15T21:27:00.003+08:00

Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy. Maybe it's this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to state's of bliss, the more confused we get - to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind

2010-09-09T01:18:00.001+08:00

1. I can’t afford to fail any modules.
2. I feel fat, always.
3. My face condition is so depressing.
4. Need to buy new skate asap.
5. Money money money
6. I wish i always have that someone i can always talk to.
7. Adakah lagi Ramadan?

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

2010-09-08T23:07:00.004+08:00

1. Don’t be desperate.
2. Can handle me at my worst.
3. Don't be cheesy.
4. Always be there for me whenever I need him, no matter the distance.
5. Knows how to open up my stone cold heart.
6. Have a way to cheer me up.
7. Always make me feels secure.
8. Convince me that he really likes me.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

2010-09-07T00:24:00.001+08:00

1. Hi, im Chika and i dont like to be called by my real name.
2. I hate hate hate vegetables. But I’ve been trying to learn to eat some because…
3. I want to be a dietician. That’s the only dream career that seems realistic to me.
4. When I was younger, I really really really wanted to be a model or an air stewardess. True story.
5. But as i grow up, I turned out to be a shorty. Thanks mom for your gene.
6. Just a year ago, I picked up a new hobby. AGGRESIVE SKATING.
7. I’ve always been interested in skating but I just dont have the opportunity to skate much.
8. Recently I’ve just quit my part time job.
9. Im happy being single because it makes me realise that IM AWESOME!

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

2010-09-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

1. Happy belated birthday!
2. You always have a way of cheering me up :).
3. I miss you, Stone. Pebble miss you too.
4. I promise to take good care of you.
5. Why must you make my baju kurung so big? :/
6. Cheer up my friend.
7. I wish you understand me more.
8. As much as im over it, I really wish karma hits you.
9. You were my greatest mistake.
10. Be my skate guru?

It's not okay

2010-08-31T01:06:00.003+08:00

"Is it really okay? Will it ever be okay? It seems to me that we will never ever be perfect enough, or even just simply enough for anyone, especially ourselves. It’s good to keep the faith, that it’s okay not to be perfect. But lately, I’ve been reminded in more ways than I’d like, that it really isn’t okay. It’s never going to be okay. That one more reminder to myself that it’s okay not to be perfect is just going to be another lie I tell to myself to get through another day."

(via eletheowl)

2010-08-30T22:38:00.005+08:00

Rest In Peace, Stone.

2010-08-29T22:49:00.003+08:00

No more wishing

2010-08-27T01:25:00.006+08:00

I know that it's wrong to want something so false and so fake. It's not that I want to fix you. I just want to get my way.

Wake up, I'm trying to show you I wanna come clean. You mean more than you should mean but I'm willing to be the one that you put on a pedestal, the one that you see in your dreams,the one that you hide your true self from, the one you want to please.

Walk down memory lane

2010-08-24T02:41:00.004+08:00

Nothing beats the feeling of content and being random is good. Watched The Hangover, studied for the past 2 days, falling in love with Au Revoir Simone and Lykke Li. Satisfied my craving for famous amos while Dhea satisfied her craving for froyo and Shaq had another piercing. Walking back all the way from lot 1 to yew tee brings back memories from my high school days.

:).

2010-08-16T23:44:00.003+08:00

When I get sad, I stop being sad and be AWESOME instead.
TRUE STORY.

#18

2010-08-08T23:16:00.027+08:00

Didn't get to take photo of Surprise #1
Was passing by a shop selling all the bday deco when
they shout "Eiqa, *points to the shop* SURPRISE!"
Yes, i was very surprise.

Surprise #2
Ate onion. Ewwww.

Surprise #3
Me paying the bill.

Surprise #4

"PEEP IN"
"UNHOOKED ME"
"PUNCH HERE"

Surprise #17
They ran out of surprises so they jumped all the way to #17.
Nutella chocolate cake is DA BOMB!

Surprise #18
Save the best for the last<3

Thanks for your time, the surprises, the laughter and everything.

You know I ♥ you.

XX.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2010-08-07T01:39:00.003+08:00

Had the best (advance and right at midnight) celebration everrrr.
2 more celebrations coming in hours time.
Awesome much?
Be jealous cause i know you will.

2010-08-04T21:19:00.003+08:00

"Plus there's the fact," he went on, making it clear he didn't need me to reply anyway, " that music is a total constant. That's why we have such strong visceral connection to it, you know? Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment. Which is pretty amazing, when you actually think about it."

~Just Listen, Sarah Dessen

บทกวี

2010-07-30T23:51:00.005+08:00

please turn up your volume kthkbye.

Introducing to you the fascinating ArtFloor

2010-07-28T23:12:00.006+08:00

On the day that we went for flea @homeclub is the day I fell in love with ArtFloor. More of falling in love with Karin ;p ArtFloor totally made my day which was so full of fucked up, unwanted incidents. The fact that I have no clue to what Karin was singing doesn't make me love them less.

Maybe, just maybe if i ever have the opportunity to go bagpacking with Syl to Thai, I would definitely grab the opportunity to see ArtFloor perform again.

Come back to Singapore pleaseeeeeeeee.

Flea, flea and more flea

2010-07-24T10:44:00.003+08:00

Flea.Fy.Flo.Fun

Homeclub, Clarke Quay

24th July 2010 ,2-8pm

"SAVE THE FLEAS" Market

Homeclub, Clarke Quay

31st July 2010, 2-8pm

HYPEd Up! Flea Market

*SCAPE The Street + Market

31st July 2010, 2-9pm

just want to be free

2010-07-21T00:11:00.005+08:00

AS HAPPY AS CAN BE

2010-07-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

But this is temporary, nothing last forever.

2010-07-13T00:21:00.001+08:00

"I think you're brave. Most people need to be with someone. They can't wait to fall in love because they are afraid to be alone. I think it takes courage to resist being with someone just for the sake of being with someone."

-The Leap Year

Just wanna hide, just wanna run away

2010-07-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

There comes a time when you feel like you want to give up on life or you feel as if your life just lost all meaning. Im going through that point of time. Not that Im experiencing a major lost but a major change in my life. I miss how things used to be. Everything's different now, everyone's drifting away. There's nothing I can do about it.

FALL SHORT OF GLORY, A DEATH OF A DREAM

2010-07-03T00:54:00.005+08:00

If disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak warfare.

Fucking disappointed fucking disappointed fucking disappointed.

Not blaming it on Brazil cause no doubt they played well and it was a good game.

Just not their luck i guess, especially with that own goal sighhhhhh

Didn't regret sacrificing my time for them. Sacrifice my sleep for them. Sacrifice my skate sesh for them. Sacrifice my healh for Kaka just to get that bottle. I remember 2 years ago, i sacrifice my tuition just to watch the samba boys at Kallang Stadium. No regret, just pure satisfaction.

Baby dont be sad. Win or lose, i'll still love you alway.

Hardcore Brazil's fans. That's the spirit, baby!

KAY ELL

2010-06-20T09:42:00.003+08:00

BACK TO THE START

2010-06-19T01:31:00.008+08:00

All the doubts, anger, disappointment and cold shoulder are over now. You have no idea what shit I've been through especially during the MST week. It affect me so much that it eventually affected my studies too. Praying hard that I wont screwed up my papers that bad.

Thanks Sylvia Ng for everything! And Emily too. Am so fortunate to have friends like the both of you. (: I've definitely learnt alot through all this shit. At least now I know who my true friends are. Glad that everything is better now. I didn't want to lose such a good friend like you.

"Whenever you feel like we're growing apart,
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start"

WAKA WAKA EH EH THIS TIME FOR AFRICA

2010-06-12T00:46:00.003+08:00

Let's get in the world cup spirit, people!

MEET MY CRAZY AWESOME GIRLFRIENDS!

2010-06-11T16:52:00.003+08:00

I'LL DO WHAT I DO BEST. BOTTLE UP MY FEELINGS.

2010-06-06T10:17:00.001+08:00

Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sighhh

2010-06-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

Sighhh im home on a wednesday night. That's a really rare occasion for me. Blame it on MST. Im so depress cause firstly I haven't really start revising and secondly I won't be able to skate until next thursday.

Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sighhh.

On the bright side, we already planned what to do after our last paper and also for the rest of the days after the last paper. Skate, manhattan fish, skate, movies, skate, urban and more skate! Wheeeeee~

POOL OF FUNNN

2010-05-29T01:56:00.001+08:00

Congrats Arvin Dela Cruz on your graduation. Congrats to Ivan, Juice and KC too (: Had a pool of fun with the skaties on sunday. Arv and Elf treated us satay, fried rice and bbq chicken omnomnom. What a feast. And Im in love with my new beads from Rastafari!

IS MY HEART TOO WEAK OR IS THIS FEELING FOR REAL?

2010-05-24T00:45:00.001+08:00

LETS DIG IN!

2010-05-17T21:39:00.002+08:00

2 days straight of scrumptious foods = (Y) (Y) (Y) But definitely not good for the stomach. My stomach felt like exploding and I felt so sick that the thought of being a bulimic for a day crossed my mind. Yes, that bad.

Sunday went to celebrate sister's 21st at Season's. The big family gonna chip in to buy her itouch. Satisfy my craving for Sticky Chewy Chocolate and Frosted Chocolate Malt. Om nom nom! Seoul Garden with the skaties today. Then we bumped into the punk rockers that we saw last week at Peni. I seriously think they are cool!.. and smelly :S

LOSING CHANCES

2010-05-15T00:55:00.001+08:00

Boys treat me like a cheapo.
I dont know how to make a move on the boys that I like.

Eitherway, im a sucker when it comes to boys. FML.

A MONTH AGO

2010-05-04T21:13:00.001+08:00

IM PERMANENTLY BLACK AND BLUE, PERMANENTLY BLUE FOR YOU

2010-05-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

_|_

2010-04-29T23:37:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU FOR TREATING ME LIKE A CHEAPO AND ACT LIKE NOTHING IS WRONG. YOU'VE GONE OVER YOUR LIMITS AND I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I DON'T NEED ANOTHER BASTARD TO RUIN MY LIFE. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.

SHE'S A REBEL

2010-04-27T22:04:00.001+08:00

I DONT LIKE TO DO WHAT PEOPLE EXPECT ME TO DO.
WHY DO I HAVE TO LIVE UP TO PEOPLE'S EXPECTATION INSTEAD OF MINE.

2010-04-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

DREAM | LOVE | CURE

2010-04-20T22:50:00.005+08:00

I admire this man alot for his dreams, passion and love. So im doing him a favour by helping out skate4cancer and this is the best I could do. DO PLAY THIS VIDEO AS MANY TIMES AS YOU CAN.
100 VIEWS = $1.00 Do check out S4C's website skate4cancer.com and catch up on their skate journey across NZ and Australia at their blog.

P.S: I LOVE YOU, ROB DYER. XO!

SOPHOMORE YEAR

2010-04-19T22:39:00.002+08:00

First day was okayyy. Nothing much except when me and friends started being a little bitchy and stared at freshmen haha and I cant stop looking out for cute hunky dudes. Still haven't bumped into someone who I wish to call eyecandy if only I keep bumping into him or else skaterboy shall still be my eyecandy. Hang out with Fauzi after school. He's such a lazybum for skipping first day of school. haha Hope he won't read this. But it was cool hanging out with him. Funny how we have to end our day cause I wanted to pee badly and the nearest toilet which is at the mrt isn't that near afterall. Met up with Dhea and Ly at Yew Tee's Mac and home sweet home.

WHITE LIE

2010-04-16T11:58:00.003+08:00

HAHA I LIED TO MY PARENTS THAT IM GOING SKATE CAMP WHEN ACTUALLY IM HAVING SLEEPOVER AT STEPH'S HOUSE. YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES THEM BELIEVE I REALLY HAVE CAMP? INDEMNITY FORM! HAHAHAHAHA SHHH IT'S A SECRET OK?

THIS BRUISED HEART

2010-04-10T23:03:00.003+08:00

PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY

2010-04-07T02:39:00.003+08:00

You have no idea how fucking happy I was when I finally get to meet up with the skaties. Well actually the last time I saw them was last tuesday but since we meet at least twice a week every week of the hols, felt so weird not to meet them that much. Maybe also because I've been feeling miserable lately and not meeting up with any friends definitely didn't help. Steph back and she's down too. We should just forget our misery for now and enjoy the hols before it ends.

Lets put some skates on and have a kick ass fun at skate later! TTTKA!